/ Thursday, March 06, 2008

no, i'm not as happy as i was before. everything is like a total blur to me. how it felt so right and complete just turn so wrong and bitter. every ounce of energy in my body now felt like it'd been wiped out completely. i've no longer anticipate the text messages anymore. like the word huda invented, i now became a tear dispenser these days. one that doesn't stop until u get all restless and ended up falling fast asleep anywhere possible. it's true. to think of it, it's probably entirely my mistake. whatever that's happening isn't the first. it almost felt like a flashback. if only, this time is different. if only there's trust. if only flaws are accepted.