/ Thursday, May 29, 2008

just so you know, the exams are next week!! then holidays roll by baby. i find it weird that the time given is only an hour to complete a test paper that consist of pages up to 7 or 8 of it. and the more weider part is, i have exams that starts at 5pm? like almost at the end of a day. ok i really need to do well in order to do my CDS next semester. i don't know why but i felt like taking up music or arts. smethg that have got nothing to do with memory work at all. seriously.
syaf's having her operation tomorow! i hope everything goes well and there will be no complication whatsoever. well you know supposingly, when you think of hospital, you'll gt the idea of pple visitng sick relative and friends yadayada. but in our case, i don't know why i felt like we're having an outing or smethg. the girls are excited about it and so is syaf.tell me it's weird lar!
i don't know why i just felt weird today. like the whole body doesn't feel right. and it's not because i'm falling sick. i blurted whatever nonsense out of my mouth till xiaoqi told me that i'm rather silly today. i was so high. i laughed so loud till my mouth feels dry and i skipped my way to the stall when buying my food. and isn't it weird, i ate countless number of chew gums and i really mean COUNTLESS number of it non stop just because xiaoqi told me it was healthy. and i totally surge in anger when my artic monkeys badge is lost and went quiet so sunddenly and started complaining to my friends about it. and i felt angry at myself that i should have waited for the other bus instead coz there wasn't seats available for the first. thats is so not me. really, i felt so weird. ok there goes the 'W' word again. it's like a jinx.
anyway i want money money money to buy the same exact fred perry shoe but in red like donn's so that i could make him jealous! it's super super nice and the retail price is supposingly expensive but he told me where to gt at cheaper price. and so, i think i want to start my "diet cum collate money" system during break when sch reopens onwards. not now, coz i still want to enjoy the food at every stalls at ITAS first. (:
oh oh i want to look like an indonesian girl. i want to have long wavy cum curly hair and wear pretty dresses and sneakers to school. i want to smile and laugh like a kid everyday. i want to ride a RED and BLUE hot air balloon one day. i really do!
oh and a happy advanced 17th birthday to faisal!