if i say i hate you / Friday, November 28, 2008

i wish that my every fridays will be like today. i have no school, i can sleep late and wake up late. Not that i managed to. i woke up at 745 on a no-school day thanks to the stomachache that i was having. i really think it's because of the nasi goreng that i ate last night. man, i think i will not eat anymore nasi goreng unless it's ibu's cooking. the last time i ate nasi goreng outside, i had diarrheoa too. fuck.
i think i'm going to love working as a party co now that i knw the games are improved. i swear it'll be fun. unlike the last time, i'll only conduct musical chair and statue which is the utmost nonsentical and boring game ever. well, to me. that is. sometimes, every week, i'd wished that i could record a video of myself and just play it on the flat screen and sit back and relax and let the kids play by themselves. yap. and this saturday, i'm handling 41 of 7 years old kiddos! man, am i psych! i thought i would be needing shol's help but seems like i dont have to cause when i called the host in the morning, she told me in her heavy accent:
" oh, i think i dont want to have any games to be conducted at all. i just want the kids to play outside on their own. i want to let them have the extra 20 mins outside"
wow! she totally made my day. seriously. oh well, thk you madam, i swear you just make my life much easier this sat. man, i want more of this kind of customers. hah.
you know, when so much things happen, i'll always get excited and i'll always without doubt, would want to share it with someone. obviously, i would tell huda or kakak alr but other times i have this urge to tell somebodyelse. and everytime, i always resorted to him when i know it's the most sinful thing to do. Well, according to my dictionary, it's sinful. ok anyway, i had talked and talked and talked so much to him last night when i know he has school at 8am and i swear at the end of it, i felt guilty when initially, i did nothing wrong. well, maybe i took away some of his sleeping time but i know he's used to it. but i just felt good knowing someone is listening to me talking about my day or any other random things that occured. that's what friends do right? maybe i'm selfish. and i should think of the consequences that it might cause me in the long run. i think i should stop this bad habit. it happened to me before and it might happen all over again. better stick to friends of the same gender. yes.
i've completed goodnight, beautiful and straightaway i had gone to popular to get a book from jodi picoult. and now, my popular voucher had finished and i can no longer get teen vogue for free. damn. on a brighter note, huda wont be able to pester me to give her a voucher each time we enter the store just so she could get her games.
i really detest the guys in my school. cause they are by far the most immature people i've ever met. yesterday, one matrep tries to be funny with me and threw a pebble on my ankle. and he and his monkey friends laughed out so loudly i swear everyone turned to look at me. man, if i ever see that monkey face ever again in school, i'll throw a rock on his head.
i'm really excited for later. though i know i have no particular interest whatsoever with taufik batisah. plus i have no idea what kind of performance it'll be like. but i know rp's (awie look-alike whom syaf claims has his own original fashion sense when i really think he dresses the exact same way awie does in his teens) band, is performing. i cant wait to see him rock on in his "menggeretu" hair. i'm sure he'll sound just like awie and i bet they play the hardcore metal rock that the bapaks like ainy's dad would love to listen to. i know i'll be right. i cant wait. (: