you see, i get confused with my decisions easily. i thought i was over it. but i wasnt. it was pretty obvious isnt it? i almost teared didnt i? stupid much isnt it? how many times did they say dont look back? but i did. i dont listen. yadayada. i thought so much that things are finally falling into its places. you can pretty much say that it's all fixed. glued. but who am i to kid? i, out of all, knew the best. i have to agree with hyperballad. even feelings changed within a second.

finally school is starting tomorow. it's time to get busy all over again. how i miss the piles of projects and rushing for deadlines. well, it sounded weird coming from me. the sad thing, no more long bus rides. i cant believe it's year 2 already. new classmates! erghh. but thank god there's my ahhhmy. plus, finally i could also use my fav purple organizer that had been left untouched for months long now. and and seriously, the idea of travelling all the way to sentosa seems exciting. well, for now. (:

dear mazlan had his final today and i think he was awesome. whatever it is, he's still the hottest and best looking male there. so congrats lan for even made it through to the finals. sungguh proud.(:

it's really weird hearing, seeing things about people these days. how they changed and what they become of now. i was shocked to hear and see certain sides of others today. what they said in the past pretty much contradicts whatever that i heard and see today. i dont understand humans. i probably never will. syaf and huda's company have always been the best. it was just like last time. just lesser in number this time. if only hilmah was there too.

and kakak eka is getting on my nerves. she's on pms. fuck her and the bf.

Nurul Ain Norazman
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i'm a smooth operator in the daylight
and a dancer in the dark