i have this millions over feeling all jumbled up in the head. everyday revolves around work or simply me spending quality time with the laptop. i pretty much hate the idea of not working to be honest.

i miss huda ainy and fiqa. ive been thinking about them. alot. it feels like dinosaur years since we 4 sat and had our long fruitful day together. it sucks when the past bruised us and bring so much damaged and bad reminder to each one of us. i thought too much about it. it felt terrible when you had to rack such complex brain of yours to come out with every single possibilities of saving us. saving the almost 7 years of friendships.

the only thing that kept me alive is work. to be more precise, the people. recently, we had fitri's 17th birthday at sentosa and finally,i faced my fear of height and tried the skyride. and today. today is one of the bestest day yet for april. i plucked up the courage again, for the pirate ship. with them, i felt save. and it made me felt ten thousand over better, i screamed all the fears, and pain away. for hours long, i felt carefree again. thank you girls.










and i have a long day tomorow. full shift. (: goodnight.

Nurul Ain Norazman
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i'm a smooth operator in the daylight
and a dancer in the dark