explorer kid / Monday, May 25, 2009

i know ek used to be the bestest shit. i know the people there are the bestest people ive ever met despite our differences.
first it was fitri.
now it's rai.
in 6 months time, my fav hafizah will leave us too.
then it'll just be emma, hajar and me.
cause i know shaida will leave us soon.
i wanted to crumble as soon as rai hugged me.
but i pretend to laugh and asked of the bus to hajar.
in the train, hajar and i teared like two silly girls.
i cannot believe we're as close as we are now.
i just think work suck so bad now.
and party would definitely suck even more without rai.
i'll miss rai. :(
and thk you hajar baby for yesterday. (:
one project down. a test on the friday. and another in the following week.
i dont look forward to anything anymore.
not school. not work.
fuck. fuck. fuck.
dont talk about me having fun.
when i see you having the 'it' most of the time.
dnt contradict yourself.
fuck.