Truth Hurts / Wednesday, June 24, 2009

The first time, i smiled, you waved and you tripped like you always do. frictionless slipper. despite the wet weather. always. and i nagged so that you would get a new one.
sometimes it's true when they say that absence makes the heart grows fonder. today, i broke the rules of every rules and promises i made to myself. i thought of the things i never tried of going back to ponder over.
Things are easier when said than done. What if you know what you want but you dont know what to do? what if you know of what to do, but what if it's wrong? and what if what you want is just simply what you think you want? today, was one of those thinking day that i've always hated.
What's before and what's after now? i really dont know.
thank you for that very long 11 months stranger.