SCREW ACCOUNTINGS. im struggling so much right now. i sat on the floor staring at the notes trying to digest whatever adjustment balance sheet and whatnot means. well, at least i made an effort to try those killer questions for tutorial. man, my accounts suck so bad. i felt like crying. this is worst than micro/macroeconomics. i need a kind soul to tutor me. :(

i managed to start on my basics entrepreneurship before work later. im left with that last point and some editing and poof, i can send in my work. next, im trying to start on the rest of the projects as soon as possible. i realised semester 2.1 is ending in 2 months time and i will have to go back to tp. this suck balls. i hate the crowd in school. it feels more like a fashion parade than a school.

working till night and im not liking the idea. im definitely having sleep deprivation now. though most of the time, im able to catch up to 11 hours of sleep. adik told me i had been talking in my sleep, snoring and become a violent sleeper recently. haha. i would sometimes wake up with my legs or hand on her body. this is bad. real bad, _____ jackson. cant blame me for saying this lyric out. im hearing the song being played everywhere.

just when i thought i could take a week off from work, party have to come in and spoil it all. i have to cover two tentative parties next week and i hope the kids are down with H1N1 flu so it's really cancelled. hah. i hate wasting my time going all the way down to pasir ris just for two hours. made me feel like some fool.

im definitely craving for prata. i told the parents to get them for me yesterday night for breakfast and when i woke up this morning, i ended up seeing nasi lemak on the table instead. their excuse is, "sape suruh tak ikot pergi pasar".

im a little on the downside. it hits me once in a while but it had become quite so often that it bugs the hell out of me. im desperately tying to shut down these whole speculation but the mind wont give me a mintue of ease. but i'll be okay once i have my premium milk tea which im getting for work. my essential dosage at times like this. im sure i will die of diabetics.

on a lighter note, i painted the nails sea green. yes very refreshing. haha.

also, found myself a new addiction. the boys are yummy just like yummy youghurt. okay wtf. give a listen. (:

Nurul Ain Norazman
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