i managed to clear a day for the so called not paid fasting. and now, im having bad cramps.
dont tell me im such a glutton that i cant resist few hours without food.
nevertheless, im going to clear another day tomorow.

today,i will try my best not to procrastinate much.
with the rate im going, i think im doing pretty well.
well, maybe now and then, ive got the urge to bloghop.
anyways, i hope that it will be 80% completed by next day.
mad rushes, here and there and im getting really tired of it already.

havent been getting my straight 8 hours of sleep.
and it's not because of projects.
and i hate myself for putting myself through this.
i feel so good, but at the same time, im feeling stupid.

i hate it when i think too much.
and please dont ask me if im still talking about the past.
cause im bloody not bothered about it anymore.
ive just got to stop thinking and perhaps learn to ignore these unwanted feelings ive been having.
i dont know what got into me.
fuck this.

i need to pull myself together by the following week please.
im having a killer accounts paper in a week time and im not prepared at all. :(

Nurul Ain Norazman
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i'm a smooth operator in the daylight
and a dancer in the dark