so the school had ended for the week. i love the schedule this time round of semester. but it's just a temporary excitement since school is coming to a close in two weeks time to make way for the exams.

so i managed to satisfy my second craving which is to eat at pastamania and thank god, for amy who craves for them too. (: next in my food list, cookie dough.

ive planned out my three long days of break. friday night, with the kakak since it's been awhile, ive decided to waste my saturday at work from 10am to 830pm so that i could spend more time with hajar cause im nice like that and another round of long hours spend at work cause oh well, pretty much said that my life is very not happening and the only thing that kept me occupied on weekends, is work. not that im complaining. im fine with it. im going with the flow.

ive constructed for myself the to-do list for the holidays. heeh, im actually looking forward to it cause im excited with what ive planned for myself. ive been controlling my shopping craves for license and im starting them soon after hari raya. hopefully, without further much procrastination. cause i changed my decision so quickly that i cant keep up with it myself. :/

i was hearing songs in my music file and how certain songs made me think of the different significant person. huda and i used to talked about how certain songs relate to a person and made you think about them whenever it played. for example, listening to fire burning remind me of huda's very own version of sean kingston classmate.hah! so, i was doing so and i cant stopped laughing recalling those times to a song by three doors down. cause it reminded me of him. yeay figure who the him is. what an old joke lah. cinta monyet. -.-

did i already mention that hujan is coming to singapore? all thks to my new stranger friend, i got to know about it and im excited like shiat. cause i really want to see them perform live and omg, the vocalist is the sex. i want to go oh so badly. and i hope R's band is shortlisted for the marilyn so that _______. fill in the blanks. (100 marks) ok cease this.

i made a deal with myself. im going to appear offline for today. i have my own reasons why. if i can resist, i'll award myself with the pods chocolate tomorow. SWEAR.

oh i miss a friend. whenever we communicate, our conversations are always empty now. i miss those times cause truthfully, ive never felt embarassed being silly, having croaky voices during bad times and not being my normal self around him. and i thought he was the bestest. and i had no other intentions in mind. not till when things started to complicate. we were at that stage where things are so complicated and making choices wasnt something we were good at. it's sad how things changed so much. i wonder how he feels about it. i blame no one for what had happened. when i thought about it, maybe it's right. maybe things supposed to turn out this way cause at the end of the day, it feels fair and right. and im happy about it. though i knew of some who are disagreeing with me right now. there's always a good thing behind everything that had happened. im sure.

on a happier note, i bumped into sholleh earlier and im sure if he googled his name, he'll come across this entry of mine yet again. -.-it's been so long since i saw him and i dont know why he looked so boyish. someone's on internship already. time flies seriously. lucky him man. it was a good short catching up hor, my party co shifu. (:

now, why does my entry feels so ridiculously long today? i rant too much. and i love this song. the lyrics is super power awesome. amy, another recommendation for you. (:

Nurul Ain Norazman
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i'm a smooth operator in the daylight
and a dancer in the dark